*LET IT GO*


                                   “ LET IT GO”

Sometimes you have to let go stuff, the stuff which is hard to ignore, the toxic stuff and mostly the darkest parts of your life which makes you feel down whenever you even think about it. And as I told you the concept of how a ending is connected to a starting in my last blog,Here,I have a story of me. It was hard to talk about but now I really want to do it. I’ve had the worst high school life, I honestly wanted to enjoy it and make it memorable and yes, it is memorable but on bad terms that I feel really sad even if I think about it but I’m glad that I am talking about it now. I saw true colors of people, I was bullied which actually faded my brave and the courage I had that I talked about in my first blog, and most importantly I changed.  Now, I do make better decisions and that’s the biggest example of me realizing that I can make my new start better. I left the school and started studying private because I didn’t want to go back after the summer vacations and face shit instead of seeing a positive environment. School was really a negative place for me and a really dark part of my life and it ofcourse would be when you would see people chattering about you and the rumors they heard or when someone points out at you infront of everyone while the others wants you to give attention to it and I did. The saddest part is when you cannot defend yourself or you have no one to do that for you, there are some people you expect from to do this but EXPECTATIONS ARE THE WORSE and let me tell you, in the times like these, the real faces unveils even of those ‘BESTFRIENDS FOREVER SHIT’ which can be hard to accept but all in all the truth is that this whole world is hard to accept. If I look at these things in a positive way then I have a lot to learn which I did and one thing I discovered is that if you look at the negative things in a positive way it can really help you get over them, I’m still getting over stuff and I’m trying to learn even more about this all and what I can do to make things better for me for the next years because I have a life ahead and this is the point where I can improve myself to be on better things in future. High school isn’t ended yet but the worst is out of my life and I’m living a life so much better, the thing is, that I can’t get rid of all those stuff but I can definitely let go which I did and now it doesn’t affect me. so again, stop looking things in a negative way, positivity can help you discover so much more. It’s all about time fellas. Time takes time. healing takes time.
 -NAMRAH BINTE ABBAS
                                             *I WRITE,YOU FEEL*






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